Strange

I was so young.

And things have changed so much.
I read my old blog posts and realised that most of my posts have a sanguine undertone to them. I wrote about my hopes and fears. I wrote about self discovery.
For some reason, I sounded really pleasant. Like I'm a pleasant person to be around with.
Which is shocking cause I always thought I am an emo bitch since forever.

But now... wow. My thought process is really slow. I don't think about things as much as I used to anymore. I don't look at the world and generate perspectives. I exclude myself from most of the things in this world.

I hate social interactions cause I think they're pointless.
It's weird.

I've developed into a weird, anti-social, unpleasant person.
Strange.