Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Don't cry for me argentinaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

My last post was 3 months ago.
The longest thus far that I went on a hiatus. An unannounced one too.

But I'm back now.

I guess 3 months passed uneventfully. As the way they should.
Writer's block if you may call it, I have nothing to write about. SPM come and go. And now, I'm a high school graduate. Even got the documents to prove it.
It doesn't feel strange really. Somehow, it feels almost natural.

Almost.

I don't find myself pondering about the future. I guess I'm still in my cocoon, trying to delay the inevitable. But I feel more grown up these days. Just, a grown up who lazes around house and don't do anything.
That's the kind of grown up I don't mind being.

As for the responsibilities, well, I'm getting my license soon. Had my first experience driving yesterday with my instructor. It was mortifying. And I also found out that I'm shorter than most adults who can drive, as how the fact that I can't reach the clutch properly even after adjusting my seat to its full length has illustrated. But all is well. I only crashed into one cone.

I want to be on a diet regime. But found myself lacking in motivation. How could I, when everyone around me kept saying that I look okay. yaddayadda.
But that's a petty cause to fight.

I'm just writing randomly. But I guess in a way, this blog doesn't function the way it used to. I mean being a grown up I guess would mean you have better way to handle your emotions than venting in your blog I guess. You learn to.. not feel that much.
That's not a progress I regret but I do miss this blog, in spite of being a grown up.

So I guess I won't abandon it completely. It will always remain here yknow. Somewhere in the spaces of the internet.
Lol

Bye peeps ~