Differences

I'm in the States currently. Iowa specifically. Living on campus with 2 very socially active roommates. And I wonder, why out of all the chances that I could be placed with all the roommates in this world, I'm placed in the noisiest floor with people who turn my room into what they deem to be the "party room".

Oh how weak my heart in face of challenges like this.

I am a pushover. Over the years I've gathered courage to muster the feeling of anger and hurt. But nope, I still do not have the slightest bit of idea on how to channel them. I am never confrontational.

There's no point in this post but to lament my sad sad fate here.

The US so far, had fell way below my expectations. Lol. It's exciting to start your life so far from home. It's new; it's unexplored territory. But goodness, it's just the same, minus the warmth of home. Maybe I'm speaking too soon. Maybe it will be exciting later on.

But Iowa, pick up your pace. It's starting to become really dull here.
All the freedom from my parents and stuff like that don't really matter because I won't do anything with the freedom anyhow -.-'

Bye friends. Stay tune for monotonous adventures in theStates. Woohoooo