Why would you want someone who doesn't want you?
I really have no clue Elsa. You're subjecting yourself to a lifetime of misery.
Why would you do that to yourself?
Hmm.
Maybe it's enough. Wanting someone so bad that it doesn't matter if they don't want you.
Because you really don't deserve anything more than that.
You're Elsa, after all.
Monday, October 31, 2011
Tell me where I should go ~
Things to do after finals:
1) Get my motorcycle license.
2) Travel across Europe. (Well not the whole of Europe, just London, Paris, Berlin, Hamburg, Switzerland and possibly Spain)
3) Read.
4) Finish Grey's Anatomy up to Season 7
5) Start on How I Met Your Mother
6) Read.
7) Kinokuniya Trip with Azraa, Aqila and Seri
8) Outings with Azrianna, Tusy and others.
9) Read.
10) Study for SPM
11) Read
12)Read.
13) Read.
14) Download all Eminem's albums.
15) Write a short story ~
16) Be happy.
17) Forget.
18) Move on.
19,20,21,22,23, 24, 25) Move on.
Move on.
Saturday, October 29, 2011
They have nothing lovely to say
I love you.
I will always love you. But I don't want to love you.
I want to be happy instead.
And that's what I'll aim for in the near future. Happiness without you.
Sometimes, when it gets really dark where I'm at, I will think of you and how you used to remind me to turn on the lights.
But I won't forget the times when you were the one who forcefully turned off the lights for me and left me alone in the dark.
I'm struggling.
I still am.
But I won't give up.
I hope I won't give up.
I will always love you. But I don't want to love you.
I want to be happy instead.
And that's what I'll aim for in the near future. Happiness without you.
Sometimes, when it gets really dark where I'm at, I will think of you and how you used to remind me to turn on the lights.
But I won't forget the times when you were the one who forcefully turned off the lights for me and left me alone in the dark.
I'm struggling.
I still am.
But I won't give up.
I hope I won't give up.
Friday, October 28, 2011
Change
So yeah as you can see, this is a new blog.
I am moving forward. I am never ever looking back ever again.
Because whatever it is that I had before, it's behind me now. And I am a new person. I'm a new person with hopes and faiths and dreams.
And I will fall in love again. I will not change my psychopathic ways. But I'm no longer an emotional wreck. Or at least, I'll try not to be an emotional wreck anymore.
I'm not wrecked nor broken inside. I choose not to be.
And they said that there are 5 stages of grief;
Denial
Anger
Bargaining
Depression
Acceptance.
Well how about we skip the grief part altogether and skip to the end; Change.
Because change is good. And I, for one, can't wait to see what it has in store for me.
Change is great.
I am moving forward. I am never ever looking back ever again.
Because whatever it is that I had before, it's behind me now. And I am a new person. I'm a new person with hopes and faiths and dreams.
And I will fall in love again. I will not change my psychopathic ways. But I'm no longer an emotional wreck. Or at least, I'll try not to be an emotional wreck anymore.
I'm not wrecked nor broken inside. I choose not to be.
And they said that there are 5 stages of grief;
Denial
Anger
Bargaining
Depression
Acceptance.
Well how about we skip the grief part altogether and skip to the end; Change.
Because change is good. And I, for one, can't wait to see what it has in store for me.
Change is great.
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