They have nothing lovely to say

I love you.
I will always love you. But I don't want to love you.
I want to be happy instead.

And that's what I'll aim for in the near future. Happiness without you.
Sometimes, when it gets really dark where I'm at, I will think of you and how you used to remind me to turn on the lights.

But I won't forget the times when you were the one who forcefully turned off the lights for me and left me alone in the dark.
I'm struggling.
I still am.

But I won't give up.
I hope I won't give up.