Every now and then, I think of all the time we were together

I actually cringe in embarrassment to be reading the posts in my blog from last year.
Was I really that.. unhappy?

I guess I was. Strange though, the things I easily forget.
Sigh I guess it's there as a reminder for me- as a reminder that things never were always fine and dandy. I got sad a lot. More times than I was happy.

And I wonder why.
If I was that unhappy, why didn't I just leave..
Why did I stay so long just to get hurt over and over again.

Lol one thing for sure though, I will never be that stupid again.